9:50 a.m. I don't feel real bad this morning, but am not full of zip and vinegar either. Back of head and eyes ache, as I type this the bones in my fingers get a deep ache in them, but nothing like yesterday and last night. Have a slight ache in the upper half of my spine, but I feel as if I can sit straight again when I become aware of my posture. The large bone at the top of the spine where it meets the neck is literally sore, both shoulder joints have a deep ache in them but, again, nothing like what I experienced yesterday. All my teeth ache at different times here and there. Coughing up phlegm again.
10:45 a.m. The pain in the back of my head is now across the forehead. Both small bones on the little finger side where wrist and hand meet ache. It literally feels as if I got them whacked with a hammer and my fingers are puffy. We need to draw some fresh m-state, we're totally out; drank it up last night. If I could find a way to draw a bathtub full of m-state water, I would totally submerse myself in it and not come out until tomorrow! The large neck bone at the top of the spine is sore to the touch. I feel that the m-state is trying to work again on the dowagers hump to help straighten it out. Both hip joints have a deep ache and the muscles down the backs of both legs ache and feel as if they are pulling when I walk. Right now, I feel as if I don't want to sit and don't want to walk, but can't just do neither!
A thought that I have had is that it feels or seems to be a certainty that the m-state is going directly to the DNA and repairing it. In turn the DNA is sending out its signals or messages to repair damage in certain areas of the body. I'm not sure why I have this feeling (or what seems to be like a knowing) it is just there. Before this I was thinking more that the m-state was going to the problematic areas, working on it or them and then would perhaps seek out the DNA to help correct it.
Yet in what seems like all common sense, I don't think that it can really happen that way, any repairs would not be permanent if the repair were done before the DNA is fixed. This would account for the really deep aches and pains here and there in my body. I have never really given much thought as to how the DNA works or just where it is in the body, but I've come realize that DNA is literally in each and ever cell of the body. For me at least, this is like an awaking and also shows or tells me just how asleep or dulled my thinking has been on this until now!
I would like to make note here that there have been several things happen in the past few weeks that were pretty stressful, that would of made the vasculitis flare up. So far since the last flare up, I have had no problems with it, nor have I had any more problems with sores in my ears or with them bleeding. I also became aware that I felt differently some how, more relaxed, I had a concern, but did not become so nervous that I could not eat or think straight. This is a WONDERFUL improvement.
1:15 p.m. After four glasses of m-state water and something to eat, I finally feel human again, no more aches and pains.
1:53 a.m. We finally got the second stage on our vortex sink trap. The water is definitely more oily; we can really feel the oil on the roof of our mouths when drinking it. Even though I have had my gallon and a half of water, I still drank a glass full from the additional trap, and I feel a bit woozy, light headed; so I think it's time for bed.
9:30 a.m. Woke up this morning with neck, back of head and eyes aching, it's worse now that I'm up and in a better lighted area or itís just from being in an upright position. Eyes were slightly crusty with dried matter. I have also noticed that I have been waking up the last three to four mornings laying flat on my back. When I put m-state in my eyes before bed last night it burned again. I have a mole towards the outside edge of my left eyelid that has started itching like mad.
There is also a very small hard white spot that has appeared on the same eyelid as well, more in the center of it, this gets to itching like crazy. I don't have a clue as to what this spot is; itís not much bigger than the point of a fine point ink pen. The left eyelid is scaly and dry feeling again, more so than the right one, even though I can feel a slight oiliness to them both. My left eye is the weakest one. Also when I woke up, I had my teeth clamped together, this was making my lower teeth push right up into the gums behind my upper teeth. This really let me know that my jaw has either moved forward some or my teeth are shifting, this has made the roof of my mouth and the upper front gum line behind the upper teeth very sore. I have sprayed m-state water on the back of my neck, face and eyes. That did help to lessen the aches some.
1:30 p.m. Forehead ached right square between the eyes for about one half hour and then let up, this is what is known as the beating of the Thunderbirds wings. I have heard many descriptions of this but until now have never experienced it. The water coming through the second m-state sink trap is definitely stronger.
5:30 p.m. Have a light-headed and floating feeling.
8:00 p.m. For the past half hour I have had the most excruciating pain in my left side in the spleen area. There is no mistaking that kind of pain. The last time I felt this was way back when I had infectious mono. I have had some pain off and on in this area, but not quite like what it was this evening. It just literally pulled my body down to one side it hurt so badly. I am thankful that it only lasted for as little of time as it did.
Earlier today we took our two-stage vortex sink trap to a friends house to introduce them to the m-state water. When he drank a glass of it, he noticed that it tasted sweet, we never mentioned this beforehand.
12:37 a. m. Glands on right side of neck are swollen. Feel sleepy and not up to par. Head has a very dull ache in it.
7:45 a.m. Woke up feeling a lot better than last night. I checked to see if I could still see the same distance from the computer monitor without my glasses and I can, so that is holding nicely. I really need some quiet time to work more with the m-state water, a time where I don't have so much going on in my life. It gets a bit frustrating because I want to do so many things. I wish I could work faster, to get these other things done. A steady chipping-away-at-it will work. I just have to be persistent; I'll make it.
1:00 p.m. For some reason, my whole body feels bloated. I cannot stand to be in my clothes right now, so I put my pj's back on; this helped. The wrist bone just below the thumb side on my left hand just plain hurts with movement. The top of my right shoulder hurts, the top of my left should, a muscle or tendon feels as if it is popping back and forth over the shoulder bone. This sends pain down the arm. Below the thumb and on the wrist bone of my right hand the muscle is burning and stinging; especially when I pick anything up. This area is a pesky thing, it acts up off and on but today itís more on! As soon as I apply m-state water to it the pain subsides for a little while, but not permanently so far today.
I think that maybe computer use and the crocheting that I am doing might be aggravating some of the problems. I know that some times you need to let muscles rest, but right now with Christmas being so close, it'll have to rest later, I really have to keep going.
Something that I have notice is that a hot dish coming out of the micro-wave does not feel as hot as it used to when I pick it up, I don't need to use a pot holder quite as often as I used to. I can also rinse the dishes in hotter water without it burning my hands. There are also times when the cold weather doesn't feel as cold to me as it did last year.
2:30 p.m. My husband is starting to get headaches, not a severe as I had, but more like what I have now. It's more of a deep ache in the upper portion of the head, from about the eyebrow line around the head and up to the top.
5:25 p.m. My husband said that his head has finally stopped aching. He has had a half gallon to drink to day.
9:30 p.m. This evening I applied the oiliest part of m-state water in both eyes three times each. This time it burned just a little inside the lower eyelids, there was not as much matter in my eyes this time and the burning sensation left quickly. In about 5 minutes or less it felt as if I could feel it in my head, like a path from eyes to brain. My eyes have an odd feeling that I do not know how to describe, it's nothing bad though and it made my nose run shortly after putting the m-state in my eyes. It really does make the eyes feel fresher and cleaner.
1030 p.m. A tooth under a crown on the lower right side is feeling a bit strange, like there is pressure inside of it and a slight throbbing sensation. All I can think of to try and describe this is, it has a hard feeling to it. I do feel better now than I did earlier today. I do feel tired and looking forward to going to bed.
5:55 a.m. My cat woke me up before I was ready to get up. I feel like I need more sleep, but I'm up now. Before going to bed last night I did put more m-state into my eyes, three times each. Again when waking my eyes were crusted over, but it was easy to wipe this away. There is still like a film of oil over my eyes, but blinking will clear it for a while. There literally is a fluid that seeps from the outside corner of the left eye, and from the inside corner of the right eye. This almost has an acidy feel that stings slightly, nothing bad though.
7:10 a.m. For the past 45 minutes, behind my teeth on the right side, where I used to have a wisdom tooth, I had a dull ache. This made the jaw where it curves up and into my earache as well. The oiliness in or over my eyes has stopped. It literally feels like there is something back behind the left eyeball towards the right that is in there wiggling around; could be a bit of matter trying to surface. I got in a hurry this morning and shaved my legs dry with a safety razor, I knew that my legs would be chaffed feeling when I got done. When I got done sure enough they were stinging, so I sprayed m-state water on both legs and rubbed it in and then sprayed them again and just let it dry. Before my legs were dry the sting from dry shaving was gone.
8:00 a.m. to 10:30 a.m. While I was sitting in my chair crocheting, I was shown some thing, but first would like to explain a little bit about some thing else that deals with what happened. When I was 12 years old, I literally saw my grandfather "walk-on". The words, ďwalk onĒ I feel are more appropriate than to say pass on, due to the fact that this is literally what happens when the body dies away. The first thing I saw back then was this little undulating milky white cloud like formation that rose up from his body, then his spirit/soul/light body or whatever one wants to refer to it as, sat up then stood up and literally walk away from his physical body that lay on the ground. I have always wondered just what this cloud that rose up first was and feel that I have finally been given the long awaited answer to my question.
First I saw some colored particles, most of which were all white, with some green ones, red ones and very few yellow ones. These particles were about the size of, I'd say a nickel or slightly larger. Within these particles are smaller ones and smaller still inside of those. There were other, lighter particles or molecules that looked as if they were superimposed off to one side of all the others. Perhaps they are dimensions of fineness? Itís as if we are many within the inside of ourselves.
My husband and I talked about it and we feel that the white contains all colors and frequencies, the yellow would perhaps be the gold m-state, the other colors could be what helps to make up the personís personality, likes, dislikes, energy waves, patterns and etc.
Anyway, when a baby is conceived and in a short time after, these particles come pouring or raining down into the fetus through the motherís body; perhaps this explains morning sickness. I became aware that all of these particles are many different things combined, that attach us to our surroundings, the universe and all that there is and at different levels.
These particles or molecules came down in an hourglass shape or formation over the abdominal area of the mother with the top being wider than at the bottom.
Next I again saw that little, white, more milky-like puff of a cloud rise up from a body, as if I was seeing my grandpa all over again. That's when I realized that the milky like cloud was what was left of the m-state of the person at the time of the death of the body or passing. As if there are different kinds of particles of m-state that is layered between soul and body for connection. And inside the soul is a more refined m-state that connects to elsewhere and other things. The puffy little cloud that leaves, goes back to where it originated and also holds much of the memories and what that person is or was, beliefs and all.
Many may already know these things, I only knew some of it; but it was actually seeing all this and the feeling of how sacred life really is, that made the difference. On a smaller scale an example is, if you live where there is no snow and have never experienced it, you can be told about snow and see a video of snow, but to actually stand in it, feel it, experience it is what makes the difference. I don't know; now it does not seem like such a big deal, but it was an awesome thing to actually see!! I would also like to add that while this was happening I was fully awake and completely aware of my surroundings. I was working on a Christmas present for a family member, hoping I could get it done and more. My mind was miles away from even thinking of anything like this. It just happened in what felt like a natural way; it was not a frightening thing. Also, there was the smell of semen during this. I did not have any m-state water close by, not even a glass full.
11:45 p.m. It was a good day today. Well, it really does feel like a tooth is trying to come in on the lower right side where I used to have a wisdom tooth. The area is puffy and squishy. It literally feels as if there is a point of a tooth down under the skin when I push on it. My nose has been drippy off and on all day and even the jaw where it curves and to the ear has that tooth-coming-in feeling. You could knock me over with a feather right about now!! I never did notice when that feeling like something was behind my eye had left.
1:45 a.m. Applied more m-state to my eyes, there was not much in the way of a burning sensation this time. My eyelids are dry and flaking. I still have that little hard white spot on my left eyelid.
8:35 a. m. The third tooth, over from the right front tooth on the bottom, the gum has receded. There is also a hard lump below this tooth; the whole area is red and swollen some. The gum to the right of this tooth that is in-between that and the next tooth to the right is also swollen and red. There is not any real pain involved, but it does have a burning to tingling sensation to it, it honestly feels as if there are some teeth that are trying to grow in. There is an urge once in awhile to want to just clamp my teeth together and bite down as hard as I can, but I don't do it. I must admit that I do laugh once in awhile to think about being 52 years and cutting brand new teeth!!
2:00 p.m. The inner incision, where I used to have a cervix does have stinging and stabbing pains that come and go quickly. I'm really wondering about this!! Other than these two things I have plenty of energy and feel really good.
2:15 I have some nausea, but not real bad and my tummy feels empty as if I have not eaten a thing. I'm also having hot and cold flashes, no mistake about that.
2:50 p.m. My husband and I were just talking about the concentration of our m-state water from our two-stage kitchen sink vortex trap. One glass of our m-state water is equal to 80 glasses of our normal well water. This makes 1/2 gallon of m-state water equal to 80 gallons of well water and a gallon equal to just under 160 gallons of well water. So we figure that I am drinking the equivalent of 160 gallons of normal well water per day as I am drinking between a gallon and a gallon and a half per day.
3:00 p.m. The nausea is gone, but now I have some cramping in my abdomen along with a flood of very deep warmth. This literally feels comfortable and soothing, a feeling of wholeness and well-being. I have never known cramps to feel like this; there is no pain or discomfort. The flood of warmth spreads upwards into the tummy as well as downward into the legs and seems to just fade out from there.
5:00 p.m. My right ear just chirped. This had like a double twisting sound to it and was very quick.
7:45 a.m. Feeling good this morning. My gums aren't as swollen but still have a slight burning or warm tingling sensation.
10:03 a.m. Had slight, quick cramping in left side in abdomen. It didn't last long and wasn't very painful at that.
Something that just came to mind. About five years ago I went to see what our family doctor for my blood thyroid check. While I was there he did a pelvic exam. When doing this, and with no warning whatsoever, he did a very harsh rectal check that sent pain sprawling up my back and abdomen, it literally held me motionless as well as breathless. I let out a yelp then quickly put my hand over my mouth, as the doctor was telling me that he wouldn't be a good doctor if he hadn't of done this. In my mind I flew off the table, grabbed him by the throat and knocked him to the floor!! He had hurt be bad enough that I bled rectally for two days after and was left with what I think is called the grip. Needless to say I never went back there again. I found out much later that the doctor is an alcoholic.
What my point is in telling this, I could not lift much of any thing without this pain practically putting me on the floor; even a stack of plates would touch it off. I couldn't get in any position, sitting, laying or standing to get away from it. Since I have been drinking the m-state water, this no longer bothers me. I can now pick up a 50-pound bag of just about anything and even carry two cement construction blocks like I used to.
1:35 a.m. On the right side of my lower lip is one of those spots that come when a flare up is about to happen, it burns like the dickens, but is very small. Applying m-state took the fire out of it.
7:45 a.m. This morning I had a bit of a head ache but it went away shortly after getting up.
12:55 p.m. There was what felt like a slight pressure on each side of my head at the temples, but it only lasted for a few seconds.
3:15 p.m. The area from shoulder to shoulder across my back and up the back of my neck aches. Perhaps m-state is working on the dowagers hump.
5:30 p.m. My eyes ache and I have a slight headache along with the ache across the shoulders.
7:03 p.m. For the past half hour, the muscles on both sides of my jaw have felt as if they are being pulled tightly towards the back of my head. This is not terribly uncomfortable but does have a deep ache and feels as if it meets at the back of my head off and on.
2:15 p.m. Usually when I wash my hair, I spray m-state on it from a squirt bottle afterwards. This morning I got to thinking that, it might be better to just douse my head and hair in it; really saturate it good. You want to talk about a wake up call when I poured that m-state over my head and hair, OH MY GOODNESS!! Even though I had drawn it last night it was still plenty cold after a nice warm shower! After the shock of cold wore off and I warmed up again, I found that my long hair did comb out better, it was not as tangled, much better than just spraying it on. After it dried and I got it brushed out my husband came home from work and he thought I had given myself a perm the curl took so tight.
11:07 p.m. We just finished watching a video and were sitting here talking about it when, out of the blue, I had the sharpest burning, hot, searing pain that flooded the left side of my abdomen.
This pain was enough to make me yelp a little bit; it was so quick and happened so fast it literally took my breath away for a few seconds. But all is fine now as if it never happened. It started from the far left side right across in the center side of the abdomen and stopped before reaching center. Then it was like four fingers or branches came from this, like two streaks of pain went upward, one right to the navel and one to the left. The other two went downward at odd angles. This has not ever happened before! I still have a slight headache across the forehead and top of my head, but its not real bad.
12:00 a.m. I have just had two quick and very warm sensations that started from about the navel and went straight up into my chest; these were two very pleasant sensations.
6:15 a.m. I woke up feeling really good this morning even though I ached from the base of my spine all the way up to that large bone on the back of the neck. But this left after I had been up for about ten minutes and after I drank some m-state while taking my thyroid pill. It's like the ache was never there.
That little spot I had on the lower right side of my lip a few days ago is now gone. This is the first time that a flare-up has tried to happen and literally went no where. I feel that the problem with the vasculitis is now over/under control and won't happen any more from now on. Oh yeah, my hair from the set yesterday still has lots of curl, even after sleeping on it.
10:15 a.m. I am REALLY feeling good right now, it's one of those indescribable things where you just feel like you look nice no matter what you have on. I haven't felt that in a very long time. This is kind of funny, but I feel as if I have grown, in height that is. <G> Maybe it's a spiritual growth, I just feel taller, straighter, even slimmer. Some thing else I realized too, I have not had any bouts of real bad depression or the blahs either since I have been drinking the m-state water; in spite of pains and aches here and there. This is FANTASTIC and well worth going through any part of and all of the healing crises!!
I'll be the first to admit that some of it was no walk in the park for me, but it is handle able. I am of the opinion that nothing is really for free, even if one sees an ad in a newspaper about a free kitten to a good home, you still have to pay a small price for using gas to drive or energy to walk or ride a bike to go get that kitten. I don't mean this in a bad way either, there is always an exchange of some kind. There, exchange, I think that is a better word for it, to me the term pay the price sounds to harsh.
In the summer of 1997 my weight had soared up to 198 pounds and on a five foot three inch frame that's way to much and dangerous. The first thing my husband and I dumped was the sugar, we found out about Sweet Stevia. By the summer of 1998 I managed to drop my weight to175 pounds and it just stayed there, stuck, no matter what I did or tried; very frustrating and discouraging. Then in mid summer of 1999, while searching for some information on pyramids on the web, I came across some excerpts from some books that were written by Sir Laurence Gardner that caught my attention. Then I started tracking down the word manna and some Egyptian writings, which in turn led me to David Hudson's lectures.
I saved many things to show my husband when he got home from work, we stayed up late for many nights trying to learn as much as we could and read, read, read. I finally found some information about m-state water and vortex traps, from there we were off and running with excitement. Now, since I have been drinking lots of m-state water, and eating anywhere from 1/2 to a pound of dark purple grapes a day, my weight started going down again with out any dieting or even trying to loose more weight; it's just happening.
I do eat some carrots, but for some reason I just can not get enough grapes to eat as well as drinking the m-state water. I no longer think of or see food as nothing but threatening fat, fat, fat, I even feel free to eat an egg; I really had a paranoid hang up about eating anything from so many years of my weight bouncing around like a yo-yo; and I feel, all due to a thyroid gland that never worked right anyway.
I have been told that the thyroid isn't directly responsible for all of oneís weight control, but it sure does play a roll in the hormones that affect weight due to other hormone output in the body. Eating, though, is still a royal pain. My hubby and I both don't like to have to stop and eat when we are really busy, but we know that the body does need fuel to run on. Anyway, that's how we found out about m-state; it's the BEST thing that could have happened for us.
1:25 a.m. We started drawing m-state water from our two stage vortex sink trap this morning about 9:30 a.m. or so. It took all day to fill our containers, due to the fact that we did not have the proper materials on hand to put solid legs on the second stage of the trap. So they are wobbly and have a tendency to slip, slide and sometimes it falls over when one of the legs gives out.
What I am getting at is the fact this ran all day long. While it did there was a very pleasant and refreshing coolness that came into the living room from the kitchen. It was so cool that at times it literally made my face feel really cool and my nose felt so cold that, at times, it was like I was outside in the snow breathing in winter air.
I also noticed, off and on, an odor that smelled like two things - semen and another time yeast. I noticed the semen odor early in the afternoon; I think it was around 3 p.m. at least that is when I became really aware of it. Then the odor seemed to just fade out or else I got used to it. About 6 or 7 p.m. I noticed a yeast-like odor, and then it seemed to fade about after an hour or so, just as the odor did before with the semen odor. There were a couple of times I could have sworn that I detected a faint sweet odor and almost smelled mint, like what I have when inhaling as I have mentioned earlier in this diary.
I did try some thing though, out of curiosity, I took my glasses off and put my eyes right down to the opening of the second stage trap while it was running, doing one side at a time. This was very cooling and literally felt refreshing, so I did it again and just stood there for the count of ten with each eye over the opening.
I think I had better mention that I have stopped putting the m-state water directly in my eyes until after Christmas. It has helped my eyes and I have missed doing this, but there was so much matter that kept coming out of my eyes and there was also like an oily film over them at times. I could still see, but while I am having to work with small graph paper and doing some fine crocheting, it makes it a little difficult to see, especially in the evening.
7:20 a.m. I slept really well last night and woke up feeling really great.
5:15 p.m. My husband and I have just finished eating and as usual we drank m-state water with our meal as we have done since the beginning. For about 10 minutes we both had a nauseated feeling that was almost like morning sickness, of all things. The only thing that either of us could think of was hormones beginning to kick in and beginning to work as they did when we were younger.
When I say hormones, I'm talking about sexual hormones in us both, estrogen and testosterone. My sexual feelings have, it seems, suddenly come to life, more so than my husbands have so far. But I do get the chance to drink more m-state water than my husband does.
Another thing that has happened, I have a small impurity right on the front of my chin that I feel is hormone related. This is exactly like when I was younger when the menses would roll around and I would get sore spots that would just pop up and finally be gone in time to start over again. I would like to mention also that I was one of the lucky ones that were never bothered by acne like most teenagers.
6:30 p.m. I have what feels like cramps again and some abdominal bloating, this is not real bad but enough bloating to make my jeans feel a little too tight. What feels like cramps does not last to long, it comes and goes for about 15 minutes and then stops.
I also get what feels like hot flashes, but they are not like what I have experienced before; in a way it's better, I don't feel as if my skin is on fire, my neck and ears don't turn beat red. There has been a few times where I have felt so hot that I have had sweat run in my eyes but, again, this does not last long and is handle able.
My gums seem to have clamed down now, the only place where I can feel anything is at the right lower side, way back behind all of my teeth where you are supposed to have a molar or a wisdom tooth. The gum is still mushy and soft when I push on it and I can still feel a sharp point more on the inside of the area. I don't know what the heck this would be or what would be causing this to happen if it were not a tooth trying to come in.
8:00 p.m. I thought I would make a note about my long hair; it hangs close to 7 inches below the large bone at the top of the spine. It is still holding the curl really well since I really saturated it with m-state water in the shower a few days ago. When I originally took it down from setting it, the curl was so tight that it drew it up to the level of that bone at the top of my spine. I did use small rollers, but have never had a curl take like that without a perm.
8:30 p.m. I stopped crocheting for a small break. The cat put his front paws on my leg asking to sit in my lap. I leaned over slightly to pick up my 16 pound baby to drag the rest of his body up on my lap and felt as if I was floating up out of my chair about 10 inches and going to go over head first. I grabbed for the little table that's in front of me to keep from falling, but I was actually going nowhere.
My poor husband gave me the strangest look, to him it just like I dragged the cat up in my lap and then just leaned forward a little to hold onto the little table to put my head down. For about one hour before this, I have had like a painless pressure welling up from somewhere up into my chest and lightly up into my head. I thought it might have been anxiety, yet it really didn't feel that way; it's different.
I have had to do a lot of sitting lately and really want this crochet project done. Would you believe that I would actually like to run the sweeper and clean house instead of sitting here doing this! I must be sick! Once this feeling passed, it felt as if a weight has been taken off. I am fine now and feel really good, but this was the darndest sensation I have ever had in my life. I wish I had realized this was going to happen, I would have tried to work with it.
12:15 a.m. Something I have found interesting; since I started putting aluminum around the glass that I use to drink m-state water out of, the m-state has stopped seeping out of the glass.
1:35 a.m. My left kneecap really aches. At first I thought it might be due to sitting more than usual while crocheting this table cloth, but the right one does not hurt. About 20 some years ago I did take a bad fall and I think it cracked the knee cap, we were on vacation in the Grand Tetons where I slipped off of a big wet rock and landed right square on that knee. It made a crack and popping sound so loud that both our daughter and my hubby heard it. At first it was numb. As we climbed back out of the area we were in and got to the last steep slope that would put us back to our truck, a rock that I grabbed to help pull myself up gave way and I went tumbling back down to the bottom and, of course, (Murphy's Law) smacked the same knee again. I never did go see a doctor about it; I felt that there wasn't much that could be done for a kneecap like with a broken toe.
6:45 a.m. That darn left kneecap still aches. I sprayed m-state water on it and, by the time I walked back to my chair and sat down, the pain was gone. I'm raring to go this morning.
The curl in my hair, this morning, has relaxed quite a bit so it hangs longer but I still have some nice waves and the ends are still curled in a nice curve and not just hanging straight.
I am still in awe how I can crochet like mad and my hands and fingers don't hurt or swell up like they used to; or even get those red inflamed knots and burning little blisters on my knuckles.
2:15 p.m. I hooked up the two stage vortex sink trap to draw more water about 11:45 this morning, so it has been running for two hours or so now. And we finally got the right materials to put the proper legs on the trap so it won't fall over. Again, my husband and I both felt the coolness start filling the house from running the trap. I think this coolness coming from the trap is what would be called ectoplasm.
This is the second time I have taken my glasses off and looked right straight down into the top of the trap and just stood there for about a minute looking in it, then I repeated this with the other eye, going back and forth looking into it four different times. This was very cooling, refreshing and relaxing to my eyes especially after looking at some small graphing for the crocheting that I am doing.
I did notice that it did leave like an oily film over my eyes, but this could be blinked away very easily. The effects of the slight oiliness lasted for about three hours or so. This time I did not have much in the way of matter come to the surface of my eyes. But I feel that the difference is that these are much finer particles that are escaping from the top of the trap than compared to putting the oil, that swirls on top of the m-state water, directly in my eyes.
The second time I placed my eyes over the top of the trap to look into it, I saw a sparkling or some thing that looked like little light particles that flashed with each eye; I saw more with my left eye than with the right one. Possibly the little light flashes were due to the fact that the particles were hitting my warm eyes and going off as little explosions, or maybe even repair work or both.
My husband held his hand over the top of the trap and he said that it felt as if the cool ectoplasm was going right through his hand. Then he looked right down into the tube with each eye and found that it's as cool and refreshing as I said it was. Later I asked him if he had gotten an oiliness in his eyes. He said no. The only thing that I can think of as to why not, I have already put the oiliest part of m-state from the water in my eyes and he has not; possibly like a pre-treatment?
7:30 p.m. Since I put m-state on my left knee this morning, it has not ached, hurt or bothered me all day.
8:30 p.m. I noticed that my husband has been wiping his eyes often this evening, so I reminded him of the matter that came from eyes and asked him if the matter had an oily feel. He said that it did slightly, so now we both feel that what he did for the first time earlier did have an effect; and left or deposited a slight oil in his eyes without him realizing that it did after all. Even now, my husband and I both still have a fresh feeling to our eyes. Another observation that we have both noticed is how nice it is to breathe in this cool ectoplasm. It gives us a more relaxed and calm feeling; very pleasant.
We finished filling our containers and turned the trap off about 4:30 p.m. or so. Even now, with the out side temperature being only 20 degrees F. and with no real humidity inside the house, the air inside is not dry and stale as it usually gets during the winter months in a closed house. It is still very pleasant with no static discharges when petting the animals.
Speaking of animals, I give my three house cats and dog fresh m-state water every day. They usually do not want a drink right away; it usually sits for a little while before they decide they are thirsty. Today they seemed to be really drinking the water down and needed a refill, as soon as I sat the water dish back down one of my cats started drinking it right away and then just sat there with his head over the water dish, then drank more. Pretty soon he came walking into the living room and the effects of the water hit him; he staggered a little as if he had been eating some catnip. Then he sat down and just looked around the room while the others watched him, you could just see them silently communicating with their glances at each other.
The affects must have been good because the second cat got down from the chair and went to the kitchen and was followed by the third cat, and then the dog; they all went for a fresh drink. This was so comical to see what they were doing. Pretty soon they all sat in a circle as if discussing what they each were feeling.
It wasn't long before they all started playing and tearing through the house having a hay day, including our over sized 54 pound sheltie who thinks he is a cat. After their romp they all took a nap.
Ever since we started drinking the m-state water, we have always given it to the animals, but today was the first time they drank any that was drawn right away. I have noticed that they do seem to have more energy, softer coats of fur and better appetites. My one cat in particular is a little jumpy and I have noticed that he is becoming more laid back, so this is real good.
9:15 p.m. Just for cause, at 8:30 p.m. this evening, I dropped two purple grapes in my 16 ounce glass of m-state water and let them stay there until I finished drinking the water. This time I managed to drink the water slowly. <G> Before dropping the grapes in the glass, I shined my little flashlight down on the water just to check for its oily content; as usual there was plenty there. When there was 1/4 of a glass of water left, which is two small swallows, I shined the flashlight on the water again, this time I saw no oiliness left in the water as I have seen before. I ate one grape and gave the other to my husband, I thought it tasted sweeter; he said that he couldn't tell. SO, I think we'll have to try this again, I am pretty sure that the grapes soaked up at least some of the m-state oil.
11:45 p.m. I just dropped two of four large purple grapes into my glass and put enough m-state water in it to just cover the grapes, then laid the other two aside on a paper towel for later. I took my little flashlight and shined it on the water and there is definitely oil floating around on the surface. Then I had my husband look at it as well to make sure he was seeing it also.
12:15 a.m. My husband and I just checked the water in the m-state glass and there does not seem to be as much oil floating around on the surface.
12:45 a.m. Now that an hour has gone by, I pulled the aluminum foil off of my glass with the grapes in it and shined the flash light down into the water. I, literally, saw no oil floating around on the surface and then had my husband look it over as well; he saw no oil either. We ate the grapes that I laid out on paper towel, and then ate the grapes that were in the glass. The skins of the grapes that were in the m-state water for an hour definitely tasted sweeter, even my husband agreed.
7:00 a.m. I woke up feeling pretty doggone good this morning.
11:37 a.m. I called the doctorís office to make an appointment to get an order slip so I could go to the lab and have my blood drawn for my yearly thyroid check. Talk about getting the cold shoulder, the receptionist I talked with told me that I needed to see another kind of doctor and not the rhumatologist I have been seeing, as a referral, for the past four years. I responded, "Then I take it you want me to go elsewhere, find a different doctor then right "? Apparently this threw her for a loop, I hit her head-on with it, she stammered and stuttered for a bit and then put me on hold for ten minutes.
When she came back to the phone, I was told to come in, just pick up the order for the blood work and then make an appointment. Then she asked me to hold, so again I waited for another ten minutes. Finally she came back to the phone and told me that I was no longer going to see the doctor that I have been seeing and could come in at 10:45 a.m. this morning to see a Doctor Susan.
Doctors don't like it when you will not play their medical precautionary/prevention game and not permit the batteries of tests and so-called preventative medications of their choice. I feel these are unnecessary for me, especially since I do not have health insurance so they can get their kickbacks. When one bucks the system you're literally left out in the cold. I feel that it is "my" body, and "I" should be able to call the shots, depending on circumstances and situation.
When I got to the doctor's office and reported in, the receptionist asked which doctor I had the appointment with. I told her I did not know; I was not given a last name. She gave me her pleasant smile and said to have a seat while I waited to see Doctor Sue.
I would really like to know why all the mystery as to why this lady doctor seems to not have a last name as every one else, must be she is an intern? Not that there is any thing wrong with that, it's just that this makes the eighth or ninth doctor I have been passed over to in the past five years while trying to find a steady and reliable family doctor, one we can trust, one that will not play God with us as so many have in the past.
I did receive the slip of paper to get the blood work done, but this time I am getting a full blood panel done on the thyroid levels. So now it's wait a week or so and see what comes of it. I am really hoping that the m-state water will have done something so I won't have to take the pills any longer, or at least show that my T-Levels are now too high.
I think what really ticked this last doctor off at me--why he refuses to see me--is that last year he wanted me to do several things that I refused. First, he wanted me to have another mammogram. I politely refused and told him how the machine had gotten a glitch, not once, but twice.
I feel that being left with bruising on both breasts and a lump on one is really not necessary or an added health benefit. After all, us women do grow up with being told to take care to not receive any blows or harsh bumps to the breasts for this can cause future problems, so why ask for one!! If there was any way I could invent some thing called a Phall-agram for men, especially for the male doctors, I would go for it and told him so. I don't think he appreciated that statement, at this point in time. I really don't give a hoot, to put it politely!! There is no way in Hades that I will ever take another chance of being so painfully hurt and have another mammogram done.
Next he wanted me to start taking Phosamax or Fossamax (not sure of its spelling) as a "preventative". I looked him square in the eye and reminded of him of how he had stated three years back he said I definitely had osteoporosis. He said that he could feel it in my joints, yet he did no bone density x-rays, from what I understand, this is the only way it can be accurately diagnosed. So what happened, all of a sudden, now I don't have osteo? He wants me to take this other medicine as a "preventative/precaution"!! HMMMMMM!!
What I neglected to tell him was that we had started putting our well water under a pyramid that we made the year before and I was improving; this was before we even heard of m-state. I did tell him that my mother was put on this medicine, by the sixth month she had improved greatly, but then disaster happened. The medicine ate her stomach up so badly that she started hemorrhaging beyond control, violently vomiting what looked like gallons of blood hitting the walls, it came up so hard; literally losing over half of her body's blood supply. She was very lucky to have pulled through this at 73 years of age, at that time!!
Next he wanted me to use a nasal spray as a preventative. I refused this also. The spray can literally eat a hole right through the sinuses and any soft tissue outwards to the face! With my medical history, did he honestly think I really wanted to go for that when it was NOT absolutely necessary!?!
Now let's go for (HRT) hormone replacement therapy!! Again I refused and nicely told him that I had that under control, was taking care of it myself, safely. His nurseís reply to me was: "Geeeee, looks like you really don't want to help yourself"!! With a raised brow and steady glare I said, "EXCUSE ME!! These things are NOT necessary now, you just said, as a "precautionary/preventative". They promptly told me I was done, gave me the orders for the thyroid blood work and left the room. I did tell them that it would be two weeks before I could get this blood work done, they said no problem. One and a half weeks later, one of the office girls called to let me know that the doctor could no longer hang on to the order for the blood work!! Needless to say I never got it done last year. Today when I saw Doctor Susan, she could not find last years report, so I told her why. She had nothing to say, but after all, what could she say?
As we stood paying the office bill, the doctor I used to see came walking down the hallway, I just happened to be looking his way, as our eyes met I gave him a very pleasant smile. He could not or would not face me; he quickly looked down at the floor and walked on by.
Back when we started storing containers of our well water for 24 hours under our 2 foot pyramid that we made and painted white with fine quartz mixed heavily in the paint, that started helping my husband and I. Then we learned about m-state water, so now we place some containers of the m-state water under the pyramid for 24 hours and drink it. This has helped us tremendously and has done more good than any doctor ever has.
1:45 a.m. Well, I have to admit that what happened with the doctor change over bummed me out a little today, but it didn't last as long as it normally would have. I got to thinking that the doctor really didn't notice what was happening, how I was getting better. The first time I saw him I did have to have a cortisone shot in my left shoulder. It did help; it gave me a ton of relief and some mobility back in spite of it making me feel sick later on when my vision became blurred, my legs ached badly and I became nauseated.
When he did give me the shot, he hit some thing in the shoulder that made me flinch a little. He did apologize for it and even said that he had hit what ever it was. My husband sat right there and heard him say it but he denied this later when I mentioned it to him after he had asked me how the shot did for me and did I have any side effects.
I had told my mom about what ever it was he hit in my shoulder and she said that was more likely than not what made my legs ache so badly. But he did not seem to stop and think about how all the popping, grating and crunching in my joints became less and less though and how the looks of my fingers have improved. The knuckles on my fingers were swollen making the rest of the fingers look sunken in and thin. I really want to go through some old videotapes to see if I can find a shot of my hands anywhere so I can get a snappy shot to show this, but it will have to wait until after Christmas. Anyway, the point is, the blaaas did not last as long or effect me as deeply as it used to when this kind of situation occurred before the m-state.
8:45 a.m. I am feeling good and spunky this morning. I have been taking a good multi-vitamin and mineral tablet each day, plus the usual calcium tablet. I have been noticing that my shoulders and hands started aching, so I tried not taking the calcium for 3 to 4 days in a row. I began to feel better and the aching stopped, then I took the calcium for 3 to 4 days in a row.
I began to hurt and ache again and even began to get that buzzing sensation in the lips as I did back when my calcium level dropped suddenly and threw me into seizure due to when I had a thyroid gland. I have stopped taking the calcium tablet, I feel that I am getting way too much and don't want to get into trouble with too much in my system, so now I am just sticking with the vitamin tablet.
2:30 p.m. While I am sitting here trying to finish this crochet project, the incision where the cervix used to be has short, sharp twinges of stabbing pains in it. This only lasted off and on for less than 5 minutes, and my abdomen is bloated enough that I had to put on a different pair of jeans that have elastic in the waist.
2:56 p.m. Still crocheting and I started feeling like I was vibrating inside all over, but more from the waist up. About 5 minutes later my right arm and hand started shaking and I felt hot all over, similar to a hot flash but, again, it was more from the waist up. After another 5 minutes this all went away, as soon as it did, there were like electrical stabs that really burned just below my right thumb where it meets the wrist and went up into the fleshy part or pad of the palm part of the thumb side. It took about a minute for this to subside and when it did the pesky little area that I have been grumbling about off and on has finally stopped burning and I can now pick up a glass without that area in my arm hurting or burning. It does feel a little tender but the major pain that felt like knives cutting in the muscle is now gone and I feel just fine as if it never happened. I really don't know what was wrong in that area but my husband suggested that perhaps there was a blockage of some kind where energy flow was stopped and has now cleared.
10:45 p.m. While that pesky muscle in my right arm no longer bothers me or is hot to the touch, I have gotten some kind of hard lump that has risen up on the thumb side where my right wrist bends. Also on the right thumb on the left side of the knuckle below the nail is a hard knot that has no pain in it. The area on my wrist burns slightly now and then. When I put m-state water on the wrist area it does calm it down for about an hour. I think that the crocheting I'm doing is probably aggravating it. This is the hand that I broke right at the wrist when roller-skating as a kid.
Iíve had some unpleasant things or memories from a long time ago come to mind the past few days, some of which made me feel kind of sad all over again. But I have found that when thinking about these things, or facing them, the answers as to why I did what I did or what the problem was, back then, always comes to light in a short amount of time during the day. Even a long time ago after having something happen I would think about the situation later and there were times I could find no solution or answer. My mom always called this kind of thing soul searching. I think that by doing this all my life and as I grew up makes it easier now when old memories begin to stir.
I feel that just by simply acknowledging these things, using common sense and/or reasoning to find at least my answer(s) or solution(s), then forgiveness is the best way to handle this. It does not get me down nor make me feel depressed; the sadness fades away quickly. To dwell on something or let it just gnaw at you, to keep thinking about an unpleasant thing to find the answer(s) will only compound the problem(s), like a self torturing type of thing. I have found that not forcing myself to find an answer and accepting that later it will come to light has been the best answer or solution for me. Because of this, in a very short time if not the same day, the answer or solution will come, along with forgiveness. Life is and can really be very good; as beautiful as a rose if one untangles things from the thorns and concentrates on the rose rather than the thorns. M-state can and does help one to fight oneís way from the quicksand's of life.
1:15 a.m. It has just occurred to me that for the past two days now I can literally smell the m-state on myself, yet at times I can't pinpoint it. Usually the semen odor lasts for a short time, but it seems to be just hanging on. My face, neck and hands almost have a greasy or oily feel without really being greasy or oily.
My hair also has this feel too as if it needs washing again yet when I brush or touch it, it is still clean feeling and looking. My husband says that my hair doesnít look like it's dirty, oily or greasy. Off and on this week, I have been hearing things like music, soft sounding chimes as if they were made of delicate glass. This is not the first time that I have ever heard these types of sounds though, its just been a long time.
6:00 a.m. I woke up feeling ok. I can still smell the m-state, it reminds me slightly of the smell of walnut shucks; there is almost a musk-like smell to it. Last night sometime after going to bed, my right ear changed tone quickly. Instead of the chirping sound it was more like a ping but it did this quickly three times in a row about a second apart. The curl in my hair is finally shot, but there is still a little nice wave left here and there to some of it.
3:14 p.m. I noticed that my husbandís hair looks as if it is getting a little darker; he still has a lot of pretty platinum in it. Every now and then I see an area around his eyes where he looks younger to me and I have noticed that some of his deep wrinkles are not so deep any more, especially one that he has on the left side of his cheek down close to his chin. He says that my face does not look so stressed to him any more and he is noticing that I am looking slimmer to him.
10:55 p.m. My right ear did it again; one ping sound. Today was a good day. My right wrist only bothered me just a couple of times but m-state took care of it. The musky m-state odor came and went off and on all day. This evening it seems to have faded away. Something I did notice today is that all of my fingers have a sweet taste.
5:10 a.m. My cat woke me up this morning, I don't feel to bad though considering! My back aches a little, but I'm sure that's from forcing myself to sit and finish this crochet project. Something I have noticed this morning is that my nails aren't just shinny, they have like a nice healthy glow to them. They feel harder, stronger and have stopped chipping and peeling. I think I should probably tell about something that has happened now for the third time. When I close my eyes at night to sleep I see faces, it has been mostly menís faces until last night I saw a woman's face.
9:55 a.m. My right ear just changed tone with a high-pitched ping sound. Something I noticed this morning after my shower, my skin still has an oily feel, which is quite nice.
10:50 a.m. My left ear just gave a high-pitched ping sound. I hear a really high ringing with both ears; there are three tones that quaver.
10:55 a.m. Now I am hearing two very high tones that are quavering. The hard knot that I have been feeling in my right wrist is down and no longer hurts. Just a little way up my right wrist bone, on the thumb side, the vein stings off and on. It has the same feeling as when I was checked for blood gases, but the pain is not quite as severe; there is less of a burning and more of a stinging sensation. This could be due to all the crocheting and possibly aggravating whatever is wrong in that area.
11:00 a.m. Now I am hearing two tones, both are high pitched, the highest sound is more underlying, then it becomes more dominant; there is less of a quavering to it.
11:05 a.m. My right ear just gave a sound like it was a cross between a chirp and a ping, I don't know how else to describe it.
3:15 p.m. I keep biting the same spot of the inside of my lip when I
eat. I've done this for the third time now today and four times yesterday.
What surprises me is that the area heals up quite fast, usually by that
evening or the next morning, depending on when I stop biting it to re-break
5:00 p.m. I took about a 1/4 of a cup of freshly drawn m-state water from our second stage sink trap and put it in a glass jar with a plastic lid. I let it sit for about 15 minutes and went back to shine a flashlight beam through it. When I saw the beam of light thorough it I put in 12 drops of olive oil from an eyedropper, replaced the lid and shook it. After it sat for a little while, I went back and shined the beam of light through it again, the cloudiness from the beam of light was not as heavy. I am letting this sit overnight and will check it again in the morning.
7:15 p.m. My left side has been hurting and aching again for the past three days now and today is the worst.
12:15 a.m. What feels like a new tooth trying to come in on the lower right side way in the back where there is no tooth. It is really burning and stinging. It has got the inside of my right ear to itching and burning.
7:15 a.m. I woke up feeling good this morning; the only thing bothering me is my right wrist area. Some thing that I would like to point out is that this year I am not stressing over Christmas. I don't have that deep push, anxiety or stress that keeps the tummy upset and makes me wonder what on earth to do for everyone this year.
This calmer feeling is really nice; I know that it will all work out, it always has. When I checked the little jar with the m-state and olive oil in it this morning, the beam of light did not show much in the way of the water being so cloudy looking. The oil from the m-state water is absorbing into the olive oil. I am wondering if I had put in more olive oil if it would have absorbed faster? First chance I get, I am going to experiment with it more and keep a better record of how long the absorption takes with different amounts of m-state water and oil.
9:05 a.m. When I try to use the computer mouse and start in crocheting again, the area on my right wrist and side of the arm towards the wrist bone burns like fire. I have been spraying m-state on this and it does help. I was thinking about soaking a cloth with m-state and wrapping the area, then putting plastic wrap around that to help keep it moist longer and catch any drips; kind of like what I did with my shoulder. Then I thought about the jar that has the olive oil in the m-state water and applied a little of that by just dipping my finger into the jar and rubbed it on the painful area. Right away there was a cool but warm sensation that went up into the palm part of the thumb. I can now use the mouse with no problem, no burning or stinging pain is felt in that area!!
I have used olive oil straight from the bottle on my skin before and used it very sparingly; it takes quite a long while for the oiliness from it to soak in. This time with the m-state in it, my skin has soaked it in leaving no oily residue, just a soft smooth area and without the pain. I find this really fascinating how the m-state makes the difference in how the olive oil penetrated and has left no oiliness on my skin.
12:05 p.m. There was quite a bit of hot flooding sharp pains that went through my abdomen, but this was gone as fast as it came.
5:25 p.m. The top of my right arm, about 2 inches up from the wrist is developing 3 red areas. They do no hurt but they look like burn marks.
11:45 p.m. The three red marks on my right arm now have small blisters in the reddened area. I have had this happen before when crocheting. The only thing that I can figure is, it may be due to stressing the area. These red marks do not hurt, have no pain or itching, nothing, they are just there from what seems like out of nowhere.
6:45 a.m. This morning the red marks and little blister that I had when going to bed last night are gone as if they were never there. I don't have a clue as to why this happened. I am feeling good this morning.
9:45 a.m. That area on my right arm below the wrist still burns and stings like there is a small fire in it at times. I have pretty much used up the olive oil in m-state water. Just for curiosity sake I added 12 more drops and shook it up well and then used it and it still works really good. Today I went about 3 hours in between applications, so the area is getting better.
10:15 I am having some slight abdominal cramping and bloating that does not last long.
2:45 a.m. I applied the m-state olive oil to my right arm again and am still getting relief. I am absolutely amazed at how the olive oil does not stay oily or greasy; it literally soaks right in leaving the area just as smooth and soft. I did get what was a spurt of energy today and really cleaned up this house, now I a have a feverish feeling and my lips are dry.
8:45 a.m. I woke up feeling pretty good this morning, not quite as chipper.
12:45 a. m. Off and on for the past two and a half hours I have been feeling really hot, feverish, crampy and bloated with quite a bit of extra hard stabbing pains in the incision where the cervix used to be. There is also an ache in my back at the waist in the kidney area. After all of this had passed diarrhea set it. The lower left side of my lip has a split in it as if I have had a high fever, and my lips are also very dry. Now I am really cold, tired and feel like I could go back to bed and sleep, but I have too many things that I need to get done. I did drink two 16-ounce glasses of m-state water, which helped.
1:00 p.m. The ringing sound literally seems as if it is out side of my head again, for a short while there was also a hissing or frying sound that was louder than the ringing but it has settled down some now. Both sounds have a very high pitch.
1:10 p.m. The hissing static sound is gone now and has just left the higher pitched tones. I am beginning to feel a bit better and am beginning to warm up.
1:30 p.m. I thought I was feeling warmer only to start having chills and sneezing. This may be due to my gums burning way in the back behind all my teeth and the jaw muscles are pulling tightly again.
11:30 p.m. My husband and I both feel achy all over, my lips are sore, dry and rough; we both feel tired.
7:15 a.m. I woke up feeling pretty good this morning.
3:15 p.m. My right wrist is aching, the muscle up the inside of my arm burns; applying the m-state water does give me some relief for a short while.
2:15 a.m. My right wrist is still bothering me, my hand is slightly puffy and both shoulders are sore.
9:00 a.m. My right wrist is still sore and has a knot of some kind on both sides of it, and the muscle up the inside of my arm burns. The bones of both shoulders, back of neck and shoulder blades are sore to the touch. Both eyelids are dry and flaking again. These things are handleable, theyíre pesky things compared to what I have felt before. This just lets me know that the m-state water is still working for me. Other than those few things, I really feel pretty good this morning. Something that I have noticed is that the little spider veins that were across my nose and cheeks are almost gone. The wrinkles that were around my lips are also disappearing.
3:00 p.m. Right hand, wrist, arm and both shoulders are hurting really bad and hand is beginning to swell up.
12:45 a.m. This is what we found happening in our tap water after it
sat for about 8 hours. We really expected it to be clear, as it had
been up until now. As soon as we filled the glass around 11 a.m.
(12-11-00), aluminum foil was wrapped around it with another piece of foil
placed over the top of the glass to help keep it clean. We did this
as a comparison so we could show the difference between our normal tap
water and the m-state taken from the first and second stage trap.
What we found is our normal tap water now shows a high content of m-state.
The colloidal content with substantial oil on the surface was only noticeable
as an output of a single stage vortex trap a few weeks ago. For some
reason it is now manifesting without going through a vortex trap.
When we removed the foil cap only from the glass and shined a small Mag flashlight on the surface, we saw that the semi-stationary vortex in the water was already there. As we watched it, I saw another vortex literally come up and off from the side of the one seen in the photo and leave the glass. As the second vortex pulled up and away from the main one in the water, it left the main vortex with a half open circle to the right that can be seen in the photo.
As my husband and I were wondering how this could be with our plain tap water, my husband had held his hand over the top of the glass and he felt a very firm bump on his right index finger. We then both saw a burst of light that came up and out from the top of the glass that expanded as it moved. In about 2 seconds it was out of the water, inflated to the size of the soccer ball and then quickly moved towards our living room where it landed on the floor 1/2 under the piano bench. One of our cats promptly perched and watched it. By this time we were not to sure where it went. As I walked by the piano bench into the living room, I saw what looked like a dark spot that was about the size of a small orange rise up from the floor, 1/2 hitting the underside of the bench, then burst into another bright flash. I am all most to chicken to say that I literally saw a small human type being come from this light, as if being shot from a catapult, and then vanish. This may sound crazy and bizarre, but that is what was seen and happened. As we stood and watched the glass, the vortex took about 20 minutes to slowly fade out, but the glass is still full of evenly dispersed suspended matter.
After all of this happened, we both became hungry, for some reason I felt as if I hadn't had any thing to eat all day. I also felt a surge of an energy flow through out my whole body that started at the bottom of my feet and goes up word; it literally made me feel intoxicated. This feeling comes and goes and now (12:45 a.m.) I feel so tired that I can barely keep my eyes open, yet I can still feel the flow.
7:45 a.m. Yesterday my right wrist hurt and my hand and fingers swelled up so badly that I could not use it. This morning the swelling is down some in my fingers, but that pesky pain in the muscle on the side of my arm is still there; this makes using my right hand almost useless due to the burning knife-like pain. My right shoulder is still swollen but more on the front part of the joint. Both shoulders are broken out with small red blister like spots, an area across my right thumb also has a red burn like marking as well. I feel that it is impurities working their way out. M-state seems to have accumulated in our tap water now, looks like I get my wish to be able to soak in m-state.
7:30 a.m. On the 12th, around 3:00 as I stated then, my right hand and fingers began to swell up and ache, making it impossible to use as the day wore on. Finally around 8:00 p.m. I was feeling so crappie that I had to lay down and just rest; there was no fighting it. When I begin to feel better I got up again and it didn't take long to start feeling bad again. Finally I just gave up and went to bed, I slept very deeply and soundly for 13 hours. Both of my hands became cold as if they were submersed in ice water, my right hand and fingers swelled up to the point where they were so stiff I could not use them to do any thing. My feet and legs had a numb and tingling feeling up to my knees as if I could not move them without great effort and concentration.
Yesterday, the 13th, there were literally knots that had formed in the right wrist area where it had been broken off at the wrist. About 5 hours later they disappeared, then the muscle in my arm knotted up here and there still making it nearly impossible to use my right hand and arm; the muscle knotting I feel is due to the tendonitis acting up. I decided to just pour about 1 inch of olive oil into a glass pint jar, then drew fresh m-state and let it drizzle into the oil. After the jar was filled, I shook it until it became foamy looking, then rubbed this over my hand, wrist and arm. The pain eased up for about an hour to an hour and a half; I kept applying it all day.
This morning I woke up feeling much better after 9 hours of deep, restful sleep. My left shoulder is doing great now, my right shoulder is still a bit achy, but the swelling is way down. There is a hard lump on the front of the shoulder joint, and hardly any pain in it. The swelling is completely gone from my right hand and fingers. In the muscle in my right arm about an inch or so down from the wrist and on the inside the bad burning sensation is down to more of a twinge now and then when I use my arm and hand. My wrist still feels a little on the tender side when I use my computer's mouse, but nothing like what I just went through. The red burn like blister marks are still there, but are a lot lighter and no longer burn or itch. My right arm, wrist and hand has a more slender look to it now, not so thick or heavy looking from the areas where it was broken from a long time ago; I didn't realize how bulky it had really looked, even my husband noticed it.
Last Sunday evening on the 10th and Monday the 11th, we received approximately 24 inches of quite heavy wet snow. The snow blower is broken, our 4-wheel drive truck has the reverse out of the transmission, and there is too much snow for our small tractor to push on the steep hill where we live. And to top this off, I could not get out to help my husband shovel out the driveway on Tuesday, the12th. All available plows are preoccupied and he needs to get out to teach a two-day class.
So, he had to shovel the drive the old fashioned way and by himself. He went out with the shovel and spent 7 hours removing just under 24 inches of snow from our 150-foot drive and an area 40 X 60 foot turn around in front of the garage. He stopped every few minutes to monitor his heart and took careful inventory of all of his systems. He was also very pleased to have cleared the entire drive and turn area and was not exhausted or overly tired. My husband is currently approaching 60 years. Following this little bit of exercise, the next two days were spent 14 hours each driving across the state to teach groups of technical classes. While he is a bit tired at this time and he will be sure to get a good rest tonight, he is still not exhausted.
Several months back, he would have stopped on the way back from each class for a road side rest for an hour or so before continuing on. The last few months this has never even been a consideration, which helps to make me even happier and with less worry!
12:00 a.m. Today has been a lot better, the muscle in my right arm still has a slight burning sensation to it; but applying the m-state that is in the olive oil I made gives immediate relief for about 4 hours now. One thing that I have come to notice is that when the true healing of a bad injury really begins to take place, the pain and aches build slowly and steadily, then any where from about 24 to 48 hours it almost seems to get to the point where it is all most unbearable, then it begins to let up and the body demands rest that I cannot fight against and stay up on my feet any longer.
Once these things pass and I have given in to let the m-state really do its work and let my body have the needed rest so it can heal, I have no more problems with that given area again. There have been many times that I knew I should just go to bed and rest, but instead I fight to keep going. I feel now that if I would give in and just go lay down either to sleep or rest to let the m-state do its job, I would probably be a lot better off. Some of the reasons that I fight to stay on my feet and keep going stems back from being so heavily over medicated under a doctor's care to the point of hallucination that I literally lost 2 years or so of memory. There is no feeling like or more frustrating than to try to remember or talk about something and you do not have any memory of the given subject; it's just all a blank, nothing there!!
Having carried cancer that was undetected for 5 years along with a 5 to 6 pound tumor, I literally spent three full years of doing nothing but sleep all day long, wake up enough to eat very little, go the bathroom, maybe wash up a little if the energy was there to do so and then go back to bed.
Then add a malfunctioning thyroid to it all, have that misdiagnosed, put on even more medications that literally slowed me down even more and this turned my petite seizures into grand mall seizures!! These things alone I feel are more than what one person should have to bear, not even counting or thinking about the rest of the medical history or the infectious blood that I have been diagnosed with several times over. But since I have had all of these problems and more, we hope the revisiting will slowly become less frequent, painful and disturbing; allowing me to return to an active life style that I have fought so hard to have.
7:15 a.m. I woke up lying on my right shoulder; it's a little sore and achy but nothing bad. The muscle in my right arm has very little pain in it now and I can still feel a little bit of something in my wrist. The red looking burn mark on my right thumb is nearly gone, this has no pain, nor does it bother me; other than these few now minor things, I am raring to go. I stepped on our bathroom scales this morning and found to my dismay that I have gained 3 pounds. While this is not good, it is not bad at all for being the holidays and sitting still to make Christmas presents. Last year at this time I had gained 15 pounds, I would dare to say that the m-state water is definitely helping my metabolism.
12:45 a.m. The day has gone pretty good.
7:15 a.m. Woke up feeling good, have lots to do today.
7:00 a.m. I have just spent the past few days fighting a bout of a very aggressive stomach flu that hit me very hard a little after midnight last Saturday (Dec.16). Yesterday was my first full day up and out of bed and I am still struggling to make Christmas presents for the rest of the family members. I literally ran out of m-state from our second stage sink trap and am having to rely on what comes from the tap; which is better than nothing but not as strong as what my system is used to or feel that it really needs; and am still a bit queasy. Yesterday I tried to get our unit to work, but I can not get the knob that controls the water flow to turn to make it work properly, it must of gotten bumped and now my hubby is down and not feeling well. A fine time for things to go kaput!! Any way, this is what happened.
About midnight, I woke up with severe diarrhea and vomiting. Before I managed to get back down stairs to wake my husband up some time around 1:00 am, twice I broke out with a bright red rash from head to toe. This rash felt as if my veins had millions of indescribable tiny needles poking me from the inside out, it was hot and very uncomfortable. There were three different times that I could not feel my own heartbeat, I had short periods of time where there was absolutely no pain or discomfort and yet I knew my body felt ice cold.
He helped me back upstairs to the bathroom where the problem continued unabated for another hour. He told me that I became unresponsive, cold, and had no detectable pulse; even though I thought I was fairly alert. It took the ambulance over an hour to get here and then they got stuck in the snow once on the way here. Then they drove right by the place because the house numbers were covered over with 14 inches of freshly fallen snow.
My husband made phone contact with the ambulance and talked them in. They proceeded to get stuck again at the bottom of our driveway. They could not carry me out of here because of 3-foot deep snowdrifts; the temperature was about 10 above zero with a wind-chill of about 30 below zero with blowing drifting snow and still more falling.
A fire truck came with a snowplow and pushed a lane up the driveway good enough for a 4-wheel drive truck to come up near the top. They half walked and half carried me down to the truck. The truck took me to the bottom of the drive where I was transferred to the ambulance. They started an IV about half way to the hospital, the ambulance became stuck again and they had to transfer me to a 4-wheel drive truck again, to get up another hill. A second ambulance was waiting at the top along with 3 city snowplow trucks; the ambulance followed them to the hospital.
Once there I was diagnosed with some kind of aggressive stomach flue. It seems there is some kind of strange and fast acting flu bug in this area. We have never seen anything like this in all of our lives. They gave me some meds for the pain, dehydration and for the uncontrollable diarrhea. The IVs helped to replace the fluids that I had severely lost and I slowly began to stabilize. My lips stuck to my teeth and my tongue swelled up and stuck to the roof of my mouth. Due to the severe dehydration that took place so rapidly, my tongue has many splits in it that are close to being 1/16 inch deep.
Then I was able to rest for about 4 hours, which took it to around 8 am Sunday. The trip to the hospital took 2 hours; it is only 4 miles and should have taken only 10 to 15 minutes. We are both glad it was not a severe internal trauma of some kind; it could have been tragic. The whole thing was extremely taxing even after coming back home. I had one more bout with the problem and needed more meds that their normal doctor reluctantly gave me for it.
What little m-state we are able to get is helping us both, my hubby does not have the flu quite as severely as I did. We feel that this is due to the fact that his immune system has always been a lot stronger than mine has been for years. Then Tuesday, on the 19th at 1:30 a.m. while I am still pretty weak and shaky, our furnace stopped working. My husband just got it to working again and the flu hit him, but he was bothered with vomiting three different times and the bad diarrhea lasted for 24 hours. But now he is left with a very sore tummy with lots of slow burning high-octane gas that hurts him bad enough that drinking or eating anything is very unpleasant.
We both admit that we felt a bit disappointed and have wondered why we were hit with the flu so hard. Yet on the other hand it might have been much worse for us both if we had not had the m-state in our systems at all. We may not be spring chicks, but we are not real elderly either. The doctors did say that some do die from this type of flu. The flu shots this year do not protect anyone from whatever this type of flu is. I feel that the moments where I felt no pain, as I mentioned above, is when the m-state really kicked in and helped, there were times that I could smell that semen odor and knew it was working for me. My hubby feels that the m-state helped him to keep from having the flu as badly as I did.
10:30 p.m. Today has been a real busy one as I am still trying to get Christmas gifts finished up. This evening we did get our sink trap up and running again so we can gradually get back to drinking our normal amount of m-state water again. Normally, before we even knew about m-state of any kind, we would be down with the flu anywhere from a week to ten days or longer. It now has been only five days and we both are on our feet, a bit shaky, but on our feet. My hubby has had two 16-ounce glasses of m-state water and I have had three.
8:30 a.m. I woke up feeling pretty good this morning, of course anything is better than a few days ago. The corners of my mouth are sore as if they are cracked wide open, but there is nothing to be seen, just sore. My left arm where the electronic blood pressure cuff kept squeezing down on it is aching off and on this morning. I think the area is just bruised a little. My hubby is still sleeping; he seems to be resting better now than he has been able to throughout this whole ordeal.
10:30 p.m. The corners of my mouth are no longer sore; my tongue is doing 100 percent better now. In general, my husband and I both are feeling a whole bunch better. We both had 1/2 gallon of m-state water to drink today.
8:30 a.m. My husband and I both woke up feeling well rested and with ravenous appetites.
5:10 p.m. We are finishing up some of the gifts and wrapping things up, we both feel so much better.
10:10 p.m. My husband and I both have had 3/4 of a gallon of m-state water today and are now feeling so much better. We both feel that if we had not had as much m-state water in our systems that we would not have gotten back on our feet as quickly as we have. My husband's tummy has finally settled down now and eating is no problem. My tongue is still a little sore from the dehydration, but I can now taste what I eat and it does not feel as if my tongue is on fire. In fact, many of the splits are now all healed up and have only 3 fairly deep ones left and those do not hurt any more.
8:00 a.m. My husband and I both woke up feeling good this morning. We HOPE everyone had a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
1:45 a.m. It was a wonderful day, tiring but wonderful.
8:15 a.m. We woke up feeling just fine this morning as if nothing ever happened to us last week.
10:30 p.m. The day was a good; we got our house back in order.
8:00 a.m. We both woke up feeling good this morning and with big appetites.
9:00 p.m. Around 9:00 a.m. this morning my hubby drew a glass of water from our tap using a cobalt blue glass that has never had m-state in it and then wrapped the glass in aluminum foil. Just a few seconds ago we unwrapped the glass and we noticed the usual cloudiness and again as before, a dark vortex in the middle going to the bottom of the glass. This time there was a slight difference, about 1/2 inch up from the water level the oil was creeping up the inside of the glass giving it a lacy white curtain effect. The phone rang as we were watching the oil slowly creep up the side and we just walked away from the glass leaving it uncovered. About 1/2 hour later when we returned, the oiliness on the inside of the glass appeared to be drying out but left like a very slight white powder behind on the cobalt blue glass. Meanwhile there was still quite a lot of oil on the surface of the water. When we placed our fingers near the surface of the water, the oil responded by quickly rushing away from our fingers. This we have seen time and time again. I feel that our tap water is slightly oilier than the last time we checked it, my hubby says that it looks about the same to him! Either way, it still is not as strong as what we get from our second stage sink trap.
9:30 p.m. My husband just added 12 rare earth magnets to the primary side of our two-stage sink trap. Each magnet has over four times the strength of the existing magnets, which boosts the magnetic strength to about 80 of the Radio Shack magnets. What a kick the water has now!!
My hubby drank two 16-ounce glasses of this, one after the other; it didn't take long before he began to feel a little jittery and sleepy. He also said that he could feel it working to clear out some phlegm from his lungs, this hasn't happened for him in a while. I drank only one 16-ounce glass and before I finished it, I just plain wanted to go to bed.
6:00 a.m. This morning the darn cats got us up!! We both slept real soundly and feel pretty good this morning but we both have a little bit of a sore throat, but this could be due to the dry air. The areas where I should have wisdom teeth and molars are acting up, the gums are all swollen and I feel as if I am drooling but am not.
11:45 p.m. Sometime today our sore throats went away, we both have gotten back to drinking a gallon of m-state water now too. My gums have been bothering me off and on all day--burning, stinging--feels as if I am drooling and I keep wiping the corners of my mouth but nothing is there.
8:15 a.m. I woke up feeling really good this morning, but can't say the same for my poor hubby. He has a tooth that is giving him trouble this morning.
5:15 p.m. Seems like as the day wears I keep feeling better. So far today I have had a gallon of m-state water and still want more. My hubby has drunk a gallon and a half; it seems to be helping him a little with his tooth problem. Something that I became aware of today is that my lips have a really nice color to them and they look as if I have on a light colored lipstick. Never in my life have I ever had such a nice natural color to my lips like this!!
1:30 a.m. It's been a really good day, I didn't realize just how late it is getting and I have had one and half gallons of m-state water. My hubby has had almost 2 gallons, it has helped his tooth somewhat. We really got the pain under control for him with clove, a small amount of aspirin shaved and mixed with bees wax with some oily m-state water mixed in, then packed it in and around the problem area.
8:15 a.m. We woke up feeling good this morning.
11:15 p.m. Nothing much or new happening today. The areas where it feels like new teeth trying to come in are all puffy and bugging a little, but as usual it comes and goes.
6:10 a.m. I woke up feeling really good this morning!!
2:30 p.m. My hubby drew a gallon of fresh m-state through our 2 stage sink trap, then poured it through the second stage two more times. I mixed some with olive oil and left some in a jar with nothing else just purposely for using in my eyes. I put some in an eyeglass and gave my eyes a really good bath with it, after doing the second eye for about 10 seconds I could see really good 20 feet across the room without my bifocals. When I bathed my right eye it burned a little bit, but not like the first time I dripped some off from my fingers into my eyes. This time I did not get any matter from my eyes either.
When we each drank two 16-ounce glasses full of the water that was run through the second stage trap two extra times we noticed a few things. We both became slightly nauseated, nothing serious but noticeable; I got over it before my hubby did. We both could really feel our heart beats, again nothing bad, no skipping beats or any thing like that, just real aware. My hubbies left ear popped as if he was changing elevation, his right ear started feeling quite a bit of pressure. The nada changed pitch about four times in rapid succession for him as well. For me, the nada became higher and clearer. I felt what is called the pounding of the Thunderbirdís wings between the eyes for a about 15 minutes then it faded away. My energy level rose, but it was nothing like hypertension, I just had a nice even get up and go.
11:30 p.m. We took a clean jar and filled it with some of the water that we ran back through the second stage trap two more times, wrapped the jar in aluminum foil and let it sit for a couple of hours. For once the sun decided to smile on us for a few hours so we placed the jar of m-state water in the sun and took pictures like crazy. The photos are so awesome looking; time and time again we have seen small light particles fly up off m-state water in a dimly lit room at night. We feel that some of the things seen in the photos that the camera picked up in the sun light are what we see in a dimly lit room at night, and ghost trails that showed where something was but now is not!?!?
It is really surprising what a camera will photograph with fairly strong close up lenses and yet the naked eye alone will only see the slightest hint of it. There is one puzzling helix type shape with a tight little loop, that shows up in a few photos, which looks like a tiny thread or a strand of hair. No matter how thoroughly we looked over the water and jar with magnifiers we could not see it, yet the camera could see it. Many of the photos remind us of cosmic shots that are taken by the Hubbell Space Telescope. When we zoom in on the photos it's like being lost in space and looking at different dimensions, galaxies--both giant and exotic colorful nebulas along with dark unexplained voids. Each photo we took launched us on a new and exciting adventure!!
12:00 We HOPE everyone has a HAPPY NEW YEAR and can be in the best of physical and spiritual health that is possible!!
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